Happy Mothers Day!!!

My last day of pregnancy

Our firs picture together outside the NICU (Jordan first glimpse of the outside world)

I can't believe Im a mother!

My first Mothers Day celebrated at Tokyo Table and my first Momoko Martini. 

(Jordan is sleeping right next to me) 

This is my first Mothers day as a mom and I am happy and proud of myself. I feel like it's my birthday today! I always wanted to feel how  to be pregnant. I remember how  I always act like Im pregnant but its all in my head and my husband would always teased me about it. We were so excited when it finally came true. Unfortunately we lost our first baby on my 8th weeks pregnancy. When we had our first ultra sound, our baby does not have a heartbeat. My heart was broken and I kept asking myself why it happened. We decided to wait for a little while and time will come when we are ready. Two years later time came and we got pregnant, we made sure that we will have our baby in this world safe and happy. Leon Jordan came in to our world on September 19, 2007. The first time I heard him cry I knew I love him sooo much and it was the most beautiful sound I've ever heard! What ever happened to my son condition right now I don't blame anyone or myself. I always knew God has plans for me and he won't give me anything that he know I couldn't handle. This made me more stronger and matured. Every morning I thank God for giving our son to us and seeing him growing bigger each day is a miracle. He is strong and a fighter! I love my baby!!!